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Name: Cyndi
Birthday: 9/15/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, reading, soccer, pixie sticks, halo 2, rpg's, hiking, frizbee, animals, my kitty! (Catzilla), boys :), and cheese
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
3/2/2005
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| it's been a year today since my gramma died. i visited her grave for the first time today since we buried her. i didn't really know what to do so i just sat there on the ground for a few minutes crying and thinking how much i still miss her. i threw some wildflower seeds over the grass hoping some might find the strength to grow. it just made me think of all the shit i've been through the past year and how finally i've begun to get over it and move forward. this post may sound kind of emo, but really i'm just happy. everything's not perfect, but i'm working towards getting a real job and i still have friends that really care about me. so i'll keep marching on cause this path is still leading me somewhere.
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| it would have been 4 years ago today... i can still remember that moment clearly just like it was yesterday. none of it matters now, but i am what i have become from what came before. so i will continue to move on but won't forget what was for memories can be potent.
And it came upon her
Like leaves caught in the wind
Blown up from the ground to scatter forth
And fall where they were meant to be
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| Okay, so it's been more than a little while since my last entry and I'm so tired right now that nothing overly meaningful is going to come from this post. I guess I just wanted to say I'm still alive. My enduring optimism is keeping me afloat in what would otherwise be a pretty bleak present. I don't quite know what my plan is at the moment, but I need one even if it's only a work in progress. So stick around and hopefully my next post will provide you with more content or something...
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| So i had to host for the first time ever yesterday for the sea lion show and i'm still alive and in one peice. I'm not a big fan of public speaking and the fact that i was able to host not just once but two shows in a row makes me so happy with myself! they we're amazing but i hope with a little more time and experience i will become much better at hosting. other than that the internship is going well, time is flying by i can't believe it's already mid june. i'm going home for the first 9th period emmaus show and then going back up to milwaukee for work on sunday so i'll be in town if people want to hang out. well don't want to bore people reading this so i miss everyone that isn't here and hope all your summers are going well! minion says hi too : )
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| So I made it through my first week of my internship, only 15 more to go... It should be a fun summer, my roomates are awesome and I have a lot of fun both at work and at home. I miss everyone from Ripon though, and from Chicago to. Wish I could clone myself and be everywhere at once. I need a job cause I'm completely broke, why did I have to pick a field with unpaided internships : ) I'm trying to make everything right and grab a hold of my life, I feel like I am truly starting to become my own person and I'm excited to see where that leads. Hope youall hang in there with me! | | |
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